God (part II)

so my last post wasn't the most cheery entry i ever wrote. (perhaps you noticed.) as some had guessed, God and i were involved in a wrestling match.

and while much of what i wrote may be true, i have come to some resolution on the matter. things don't always turn out the way that i want, but i will stop short of saying God is mean-spirited and relishes in this fact. God's plans still far outweigh any alternatives, so i have decided to stop whining about where he may be taking me and how long it takes to get there. without God i am so toast.

speaking of which, i broke down and purchased food this weekend for the first time in about a month. this may seem like a simple thing, and it is. but it was so cool last night to actually cook something that i was excited about eating. i did my laundry and made fried red potatoes with a vanilla shake, all while cooking in my boxers BECAUSE I CAN.

i think i'm about done being sick.