word of the day starts with an 'f'

i was trying to decide what i could possibly write about that wouldn't get me frustrated just thinking about it.

after a long and thoughtful pause, i decided that i can say something nice about drumming. drumming is fun. i love drumming. i drummed last night, and it was wonderful. of all the musical endeavors that i have attempted, nothing has been as emotionally and spiritually fulfilling as drumming with actual musicians.

i just wish i could be a better drummer. and it's difficult to get better when i don't have a drumset, or even a place play it, should i ever become lucky enough to possess one. heck, if i were asked to play drums more often, i could conceivably improve just by playing more regularly. but the requests are sporadic, which of course, is frustrating, and i was trying really hard not to be any more frustrated today.

screw it. i'm not writing anymore.